On my Last semester of OCC and then going to either Cal Fullerton or Long Beach.
Not sure which one though it’s cool I got accepted into both. :D
Also I caught up on Korra and barely touched A:TLA OOOOOPS
Oh and the Avengers is awesome.
and the Chris Evans (I think his name) the guy who plays cap america is kind of hott ajkdgsksafgkjsa
Went on a trip to Mammoth with my mom and holy shit never again.
It was a dumb fucking trip and I will never vacation with my mom again EVER
Also kind of getting sick of some of my friends. Probably not their fault though just eh I don’t like how they are and how they act, but whatever. /thugshrug
Good news is only two more weeks of school then break and Jim visits. :D
Anyways the end of this month is going to be pretty sweet.
Today and every Sunday is Movie night with my friends, One of the Fridays coming up it cocktail stuck. I’m not going to drink, but it would be fun still chilling with my homestuck friends watching them be silly. Then Jim visits and we’re going to go to Little Tokyo, I think a double date with Chris and his girlfriend, different good food places, maybe hang with Blake? Oh and my figures come in rofl I’m a loser.
Pretty stressed out, but I’ll eventually feel better. Mainly about school transcripts and up coming first exams. I think I’ll be fine just gotta do my work and etc.
I just want everything done so I can take a breather really.
Also need to eventually to do driving stuff blablabla, but I kind of can’t because of things in my life it’s pretty frustrating because I can’t do some things I want to be more independent because I have to care for things that are honestly not suppose to be my responsibility. I honestly do want to get my license and get a job because I want to take care of myself and not having to rely on other people. I’m older and I think I should work and try to support myself a bit at least.
Sometimes I get that feeling I weird people out too much or something or make them uncomfortable. Maybe I’m just delusional or worry about it too much.
Also kind of sick of having people me look like the bad guy some times. Like yeah I get upset blabla, but it’s for a reason you know.
I feel like I’m getting less sociable towards people and some of my friends. It’s probably me I guess or something. I don’t know. I just feel upset most times and sometimes I feel like I can’t seem to click or get close to anyone (besides Jim hur dur).
I think I don’t have any close people in my life anymore. Just friends I got along with nothing more or less.
So now it’s December I’m very exited for christmas and ending of my fall semester. Still there are a couple of things I need to stress over before I can comfortably enjoy this December.
For one I need to pass my classes with a good grade. No C’s only A and B’s shouldn’t be hard as long as I study. THe other thing is paying for my next semester of college and lastly presents for a handful of my good friends.
I really hope everything turns out ok and pretty much got to soldier on.
On a side note I also need to finish up driving and apply for Apple then I’ll be golden.
Pretty much this is my other blog where I post personal stuff/rant or if I feel like reblogging pics I really really like again.
First off I’m a college student living in California with my pet gecko Gyaos and my tree Benjamin.
A few things I really love
